RickiRemarkable

I'll be you're Bella, if you'll be my Edward.

About Me

Hello, loves!

I'm a mess, and my room usually is too. My clothes are a little too tight and at times I show a little too much skin. I obsess over boys and get hurt too easily. I'm your average teenage girl.

I've been to hell and back. I spill stuff, trip, and embarass myself. I can't just flutter my eyes and get what I want. I've been through alot of crap. Nobody's perfect. I've been lied to, cheated on, and had my heart stolen. I'm messing up constantly. But would I change who I am? Never. My life is mine and no immature people can mess it up for me. I'm the real deal and I'd like to see you try and fucking break me.

I'm a quiet person, but if you take some time and get to know me I swear you'll love me forever.

I belive in ghosts, unicorns, faeries, elves, vampires, and sprites; it'd be awesome to meet some kind of mystical creature. I think I could fall in love with a vampire or an elf.

When you put me and my friends together, you'll get the loudest, craziest group of people ever. Without my friends, my life would be worthless. They make every day worth living. I love them with all my fucking heart.

Apparently, my friends and I are misfits. But I wouldn't change that for anything.

I've got the hugest crush on this guy that me and my friend, Chelsea, like to call Ice Cream. The way he laughs makes me smile. The way he talks gives me butterflies. Just everything about him makes me happy. It's absolutely impossible for me to breathe whenever he looks at me. And.......I love him.

One day there's going to be that one person that walks into your life and at the moment your eyes meet, the moment your lips touch, the moment you hold one another, you just know in your heart that you two were meant to be together. To grow old together, have a family with, spend every special moment with each other, stick with them through the good, bad, and ugly times and never give up on the love God has blessed you with. Whether you're gay, straight, bi, or transgender, love is never wrong. So love who you want and if people tell you different, they don't know what love really is.

If I felt like any of this mattered to you,
I think that I might be okay.
But every time I hear your name,
my heart breaks;
like the bones of a child
under the weight of a thirty year old man.
And would this be like saying,
that I feel dirty and disgusting?
That I feel worthless, and that meaning worth nothing.
Yet sometimes I feel a laugh rip open my lips
when I feel you beside me,
because though I try, I can't remember who we were
and this idea seems absurd.
Because I know that we once were everything,
it was you and me and we meant everything.

Name	Ricki Rawls
Gender	Female
Age	14
Location	Albany, GA
Ethnicity	Other
Interested in	Men
Status	Single

Interests	people i adore chelsea, kirstian, shelby, alex, david, jonathan, lauren, kaylee, deelantay, will, ice cream&hearts
Music	panic at the disco, paramore, brokencyde, flyleaf, saosin, day 26, danity kane, donnie klang, i set my friends on fire, secondhand serenade, my american heart, papa roach, cute is what we aim for, blake lewis, fergie, omarion, justin timberlake, rihanna, hannah montanamiley cyrus, yelle, scotty vanity, jojo, flo rida, kanye west, cascada, dan talevski, asia cruise, millionaires, chris brown, leona lewis, bowling for soup, avril lavigne, vampire weekend, j holiday, mario, cobra starship, aly & aj, colbie cailat, sara bareilles, christina aguilera, porcelain and the tramps, fall out boy, my chemical romance, nlt, linkin park, simple plan, taylor swift, rascal flatts, evanescence, good charlotte, the veronicas, boys like girls, hollywood undead, 50 cent, ciara, akon, common, the jonas brothers, ashlee simpson, jordan pruitt, ray j, trey songz, korn, elisa toffoli, one republic, paula deanda, prima j, carrie underwood, natasha bedingfield, lloyd, eminem, lindsay lohan, lady sovereign, 30 seconds to mars, a fine frenzy, all time low, amy winehouse, soulja boy, all american rejects, sean kingston, lupe fiasco, buckcherry, plain white t's, lily allen, kate nash, school boy humor, cisum golden, sum 41, kill paradise, the fray, the maine, jamiroquai, hinder, system of a down, the devil wears prada, tegan and sara, daughtry, nine inch nails, three days grace, dashboard confessional, ingrid michaelson, the secret handshake
Movies	sweeney todd, disturbia, awake, pirates of the carribean, harry potter, mean girls, alvin and the chipmunks, the lord of the rings, narnia, freddy vs jason, thirteen ghosts, the children of the corn, mirrormask, saw, spirited away, howl's moving castle, juno
TV	csicrime scene investigation, csimiami, csiny, the hills, moonlight, making the band
Books	harry potter, a series of unfortunate events, the spiderwick chronicles, montmorency, gilda joyce, eragon, eldest, his dark materials, the alchmyst, flowers in the attic, twilight, maximum ride, the drift house, hide & seek, armageddon's children, wizard's first rule, the talisman
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